HER DIARY

Sunday night - I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment.
Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."
I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving.
I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love you, too."
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore.
He just sat there and watched TV; he seemed distant and absent.
Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed.
I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep.
I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep.
I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone
else.
My life is a disaster.

HIS DIARY
Today Manchester United lost the match. DAMN IT!!!

haha stole this frm mandy's blog. hope she doesnt mind! :) i think its damn funnie lah! cos im v affected too whn man u loses a match!! *laughs*

suddenly i cant stop thinkg of tt grp of them and i cant stop thinkg abt my new friend. somehow this new friend attracts me like bees to honey. actually i notice this new frn long b4 and finally A handed me w this chance. this new frn is cute! :)

However, i cant forget my old "frn"..i think i'll nv be able to. lukg at this old "frn" frm a distance's became a hobby of mine since a yr ago. overwhelmed w regret n bitterness is wat i am once my "old" frn is outta sight. i hate pastime of mine. the r/s btw us is filled w many question marks n regret. betrayal is a strong word so i shant use it. or izzit cos i jst cant swallow the fact tt it may be in fact be BETRAYAL? in short, im right here waitg fer u.//

to new frn--i want to knw u MORE!

spent the whole dae ydae travelling ard singapore. bugis in early aftnoon to get tcher a present. we agreed to. she's nice. aft tt lunch w family n travelling to changi Safra Country Club. i absolutely love tt place. the tranquility. the breeze. the clear sky. evthg..but sadly i cant hold my party there. cos they restrict the amt of guests to only 20 per time. how tragic! i love tt pl! its lyk ur at another part of the world. its so diff frm the buzzing pl we r so used to. aft tt went aloha loyang n costa sands pasir ris. Costa sands is rli small so strike out tt option. I settled on Aloha Loyang. one nite only cos 4th may (thurs) is booked n 6th may (sat) is booked too. Major disappointment. so ive to settle fer 5th May (Fri) All of youuuuuuuuu who read this are invited!!! MUST COME!!! official invitation will come later. But i BOOK uuuuuuu all first! :))

thks pa, ma n sis fer tkg the whole day ydae to drive me n acc me dwn to so many place. i feel the love.

thks auntie ong dearie fer allowing me to book under her name. she saved me $203!!! thks TEACHER!!!! :))

i miss my shaBestie!!

*loves to all*

*charms, eve, char, the diva, My baby, ms piggy, dawn n suezzie* thks a mil fer being so patient w me all these while whn i was bz w my own stuffs n tend to neglect u bimbs. all of u are held close to my heart. u bimbs r gems!//
+to nick+ bro, i'll meet up w u n wy soonnnnn. been rli occupied lah. i miss u guys too ok?!! i do care. rmb tt. love//
+to jiejun+ dude, thks fer that meal. haha thot it was supposed to be my treat? opps!! :) gd luck fer ur upcoming driving test. MUST FAIL!!!! haha~~ *winks*